Trying get rid from Alcohol off my life....

Get rid from alcohol? Yes Yes YES!!! I'm trying to get rid off it!!! It's has been a long story since last week after the drinking session with my company CEO, make me think a lots of things and the sad things is after these few years what's my contribution for this organization?

I think think and THINK is none, I'm just nobody in this company, since i'm just a so-called 'Store Boy' and i'm getting sick of it, I just need to achieve something in my life and not just a 'Store Boy' this word keep on recall again and again in my mind for the past 2 years and i just wan to get rid of it too and I'll make sure that i'll get rid off it soon too....

Yet i'm thinking how start to type the letter, i should eliminate my fear before i start to type this letter, STRESS UPS!!!!